(Saturday, September 5, 2009 / 1:39 AM)
All my happy fall into place! D;
I thought it was nothing by today, i dejected you will detached to me but i wasn't hope it. And i appease myself that you won't do that to me. But when i saw you look extremely worried, my heart like stretch tightly. My hearts beating. :( you started being more and more cruel to me! It's gloomy moody now. Ohmy! I din't pay much attention on my lesson also.
After recess, there are going to have bannel drawing competition for the national day! weehee (: i thought it was a good chance for me and him to congress our private concerns. But at last we din't. Maybe both of us don't have bravery to embrace the truth and i really don't know how i should face him as. can anyone tell me? because we scare to lost each other by a day and we dread the feeling to be crossed in love. Truely, i was frustrated. ): my tears dropping down out of control. babey! what's the way back into love?
Sigh, anyway. I hope it having a drencing downpour during 4:44 afternoon. It was a secret to say the reason and why. but just an eagerly hope. At last, it's just a frostly sunny day in my heart until the next day. I asked and asked myself it's the end for us? D; i don't want to leave you again. If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever,would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
eh-herm. i hate those who make rumor to do violence between us! ;( friends, please don't do that again. From now the begining i love to be back myself, i won't listen all of the gossip! Earnestly, can you all just let me to be myself. I don't wan to conceal my spirits, some times i really want to ask for a willing ears and a shoulder to let me cry on. That time, i found you. That's my everythings. (:
Everyday I sit and ask myself, How did love slip away? Then something whispers in my ear and says: 'That you are not alone. For I am here with you!'
Life has been lovely and happy, lots of stuffs going on and coming on. So guy, don't worry with me. I will strive and value my life with you. Those just part of trial for our love! eh-ehe-he, finally i try to look for the bright side of things. ;D
